Destiny of the Present

Childhood innocence buried behind the walls of human interaction. A product of kindness and wrongdoing. 

Years locked in the cell, tormented by certain fate. Only to learn that basic exploration determined it locked from within. 

Hurt of knowing you sabotaged a relationship with someone who’d loved you more than you loved yourself. 

An icy lake you chose to cross. The journey haulting you too far to return before spring. Initial intent was all that remained. Hindsight knowledge might as well be irrelevant.
Lamenting in anguish. A twelve gauge of silence tempting your fate with free will.
Ever focused on fixing the hurt with an unability to find peace in what you were thankful for.
Ego hardened and unable to allow reputable insight that would’ve alleviated hardship.
The gift of self awareness bestows limitless insight, a blessing and a curse.
Continuous spiral of actions precede consequence. Learning to love yourself while others remain victim of your decisions.
Abstention from a vile path of loathing and pity from others marks the first break of light in recovery from darkness.
Unrepetitious and forward thinking based on experience will be your saving grace.

Level Zero

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A full manifestation of primal visceral rage followed by zen state conscious transforming meditation. Culminate both in the human experience and only then are you awake to the spectrum of futility in the eyes of our existence. Your ego as grand as the tallest mountain.

They laugh at you as you’re banished from all written existence. An ounce of fresh water kicked into the ocean from a long pier. Sunset delves to darkness on choppy waters. Achievements and pillars of your success dispersed amongst the masses that surround you, shouting the same in every tongue. Once important and manipulative, you’ve become gray in a sea of black. Incapable of shining brighter than those who pull you down, still invoking your tried and true tactics as you seek to emerge from the bucket of mediocrity. The only way out is admission of fault. Repentance of the soul and a willingness to learn.

Reborn with a purpose.  The path to warmth is love. Endless wrenching moments have purged the evil from you at your deepest and darkest depths. You’ve become vulnerable and pure. Open to receive what it has to show you. Ascend to the light, become a being of peace. Live again once more, only now with an unconditional love for others. Offer an unemotional response to those who seek to judge and challenge you, for they have yet to know the depths required to stand as a whole being. One of fault and recovery. Your love for them will calm the rage, confusion and hurt inside them. See in them what you’d once known in your former self. Be the safety net they’ve longed for yet hadn’t ever known to seek.

The true purpose of existence is to pass along knowledge. Invoke an ongoing realm of cyclic progress. Regardless of the commencement moment, seek culmination of fulfillment into peace and happiness by way of enlightenment. Accept you’re drops in the ocean and embrace your divine purpose.