Childhood innocence buried behind the walls of human interaction. A product of kindness and wrongdoing.
Years locked in the cell, tormented by certain fate. Only to learn that basic exploration determined it locked from within.
Hurt of knowing you sabotaged a relationship with someone who’d loved you more than you loved yourself.
An icy lake you chose to cross. The journey haulting you too far to return before spring. Initial intent was all that remained. Hindsight knowledge might as well be irrelevant.
Lamenting in anguish. A twelve gauge of silence tempting your fate with free will.
Ever focused on fixing the hurt with an unability to find peace in what you were thankful for.
Ego hardened and unable to allow reputable insight that would’ve alleviated hardship.
The gift of self awareness bestows limitless insight, a blessing and a curse.
Continuous spiral of actions precede consequence. Learning to love yourself while others remain victim of your decisions.
Abstention from a vile path of loathing and pity from others marks the first break of light in recovery from darkness.
Unrepetitious and forward thinking based on experience will be your saving grace.
Educated Rambling 