Destiny of the Present

Childhood innocence buried behind the walls of human interaction. A product of kindness and wrongdoing. 

Years locked in the cell, tormented by certain fate. Only to learn that basic exploration determined it locked from within. 

Hurt of knowing you sabotaged a relationship with someone who’d loved you more than you loved yourself. 

An icy lake you chose to cross. The journey haulting you too far to return before spring. Initial intent was all that remained. Hindsight knowledge might as well be irrelevant.
Lamenting in anguish. A twelve gauge of silence tempting your fate with free will.
Ever focused on fixing the hurt with an unability to find peace in what you were thankful for.
Ego hardened and unable to allow reputable insight that would’ve alleviated hardship.
The gift of self awareness bestows limitless insight, a blessing and a curse.
Continuous spiral of actions precede consequence. Learning to love yourself while others remain victim of your decisions.
Abstention from a vile path of loathing and pity from others marks the first break of light in recovery from darkness.
Unrepetitious and forward thinking based on experience will be your saving grace.

A Wabi-Sabi fall reflection

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When you see a leaf falling this time of year, know that you’re witnessing a one time event. It grew strong and held on through a year of wind, rain and storms. When it finally let go, you were there to watch it fall. You may be the first person to notice that leaf throughout its entire existence, only to recognize it upon death. It’s entire life it chose to blend in with the crowd, forever cursed to anonymity, having its moment of acknowledgment posthumously.

Do not be the leaf.

Revile in your accolades as you thrive in this life and take chances, shining in your achievements and conquests. Let your fear of failure take a backseat to the daunting notion of perpetual procrastination. You’re already at the front of the line, don’t forget that. Our time on earth is finite and this is without controversy. Indulging in self serving tactics to progress in your venture will lead to certain defeat of your legacy and character. Live life in the company of your loved ones, business and personal. Let not your earthy goals be measured by digits and sums. Give in silence, work in darkness and create a foundation for those that come after you. Lead a life of noble purpose in the venture of your choosing.

Or choose to do nothing and you’ll fall into obscurity with the rest of them.